Mulder/Scully game Fox/ me | scully's Blog

Am I bored? No analytical. 

What do I think about comparing? Well, we're an unusual couple. I see it compared to everyone around. We're a bit apart already, each of us, for one or another reason. I think we go well together. We're linked on the sacrifices we've done for each other and that stick us, and our friendship. We're accepting of the other flaws. We're both two very honest and true people. We don't like hypocrisy. We're rather two intellectuals. We don't like to spend time with doing "silly" things (like shopping lol). We have first an intellectual relationship. And mostly that. I've never been so linked to someone "platonically". There's something magical about it, I didn't think I could have the chance to live it. We're rather simple. The sprit before, the heart too, and then the rest. Not happily married. Happily unmarried. 

Then, we're not FBI agents running across the US, (and the world, at times). But a search for the truth in daily life, for ourselves, our relationships, our relations, it's the essence of it. Our cognitive ways are different, though. 

The thing we have in common (each) with the characters:

Fox: the humor definitely. He's really funny, and he's got a sense of it, being funny, a cooly way or a crazy way at times, and he doesn't care where or to whom he crackes them. He doesn't care how he dresses, how is his hair. He's unique and original. He's got lots energy. He's even exuberant, to me. He's very smart. He 's good with computers, but also a good concrete or abstract problem solver. He's a fast and right thinker. He's intuitive. He's got no religious attachment and little patience with it. But he'd rather laugh about it than fight it. He likes porn (not as much as Mulder, hopefully lol). He needs to be outside. He can't stay days and days inside, sometimes he's got the speed. It's not easy to follow him. He's kind of cute ; ) and he can make a puppy face, the kind that makes YOU feel guilty lol He's not always in line with the law. Not serious things, he respects life and others things. He's just very himself. He's pretty stubborn! He doesn't smoke or drink. He's not very family. He's a free spirit, hanging like he wants in a way. He's unbriddled (and that's how he's the better). He can be out of control, even for me, which I don't mind, unless he can hurt himself or others. He didin't have many women in his life. I guess I'm the third very important. He had a more nomal childhood than Mulder., though not so good either. 

Me: I'm introveted and reserved. I like my quiet, and I spend lots of time alone. I love my independence and my way to do things for myself. I love to do searches on the internet. I read lots of things people absolutely don't care about. I love science. It's a sort of guide, but I always have a spirituality. I'm very sensitive and emotional, though, I keep mostly everything inside. I'm sensitive to music and arts. I'm attracted to healing people. I have an absolute good will in me. I'm very honest, and LOYAL. I have an integrity no one has stepped in, so far. Only me. I've had "things" in dreams that happened then, or "telling" me things that happened then. I can be feisty, angry, grumpy, and withdrawn. I'm stubborn too, but with more subtility lol I had an adopted child. I had the one who had father role to me die of a heart attack, and he was a sailor. I have a very pale skin, blue eyes, and I'm small. And I love my old black coat! Each one their taste! I have intuition, I'm an intuit, but I fear it, and follow more my logic. My real hair color is light brown/dark blonde, but I love red hair. 

Things we have different:

Fox: he's not a believer at all. He's got more a Doggett belief, but with more free-thinking. I mean, you can't bullshit him with such things. He's got his own path. He  believes in what he sees mostly. He's more with horaries. He sleeps well. He eats well. He sleeps in a bed. He's got more daily habbits. He's the one who's good at maths, and counting, hard logic. 

Me: I care reallly less about my appearance, and I've got simpler clothes. I sleep bad. I'm more the believer, a skeptic open-minded let's say. I have anxiety dreams. I enjoy less authority. not saying Scully buys all, but I'm more Mulder on that. I had a weird childhood. Bad. I'm more family-free, as I don't have my mother. I'm the one who may have "another father". I'm the one who's running after the truth. I have no horaries, and honestly, I'm happier like that (they're trying to "re"educate" me, but nothing tells they're right in fact). I'm not a scientist. I'm more psycholosist/artist. I do NOT believe in god, I have a more free spirituality.

I think we found ourselves right; It was a hazard. Or not. I don't know. I don't care.