Alcohol | scully's Blog


I drink, once in a while, occasionally, though, I'd do it more, if totally alone, because it brings that peace of mind, that "out of me, and others, and anything-everything thing". You're still, in time. 

 

But I used, for a while, to drink everyday. I was 18 then. I realized I had met my father on the street, my family had lied to me. My friend did too. I'm 29 today, and only recovering, not from alcohol, but what caused it. Alcohol is used to feel better. Some kids do it but with attentive parents, it doesn't go further than teens. 

 

Nobody loved me, but you love you children. 


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Posted on 05:26AM on Sep 5th, 2009
no body love you.. how you can say it.. may be there are many who love you but cannot express their feelings .. and to get rid of any think one should need a strong will and determination .. and i think you are brave and you learned many lessons .. being friend i shall not hesitate to say .. you should have better habits which match with your sweet and sober personality.. hope you will get rid of bad things as soon as possible.. i am not your father.. but some time i think like your elder although we are of same age but i did not know why i am so caring about you. .lol.. some kind of invisible . link. .any way.. take a step and get rid of bad things .. you are most important for your life.. God bless you
Posted on 03:45PM on Sep 5th, 2009
But what do you know... of how I feel, of my personality. I'm not that sweet. Not to everyone. But at least i'm honest, I won't lie to you. And I'm loyal, if you're not betrayer. But sweet sober, or sweet drunk, I don't think so. This era is over.
Posted on 02:18AM on Sep 6th, 2009
Yes i did not know but i want to know.. and i know little bit about scully . .always living in herself .. little agressive lol.. but i like you..what ever you are.. and i trust you .. because we are friend.. and i always think and believe that you are sweet and decent and you should be. ok.. i expect . always.. REgards
Posted on 12:03AM on Sep 7th, 2009
i used to drink too, when i was younger...to numb the pain of being unloved when i was younger. you do grow out of it and find other vices, healthier more acceptable vices. i do hope you have people in your life that make you feel more loved now. *hugs*
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