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I had Melissa on the phone today. Nearly 3 hours. Happily we don't pay the phone in minutes. We talked a lot. And she also gave me news. She told me she doesn't want to go alone in my grand-parents' house; and Katherine isn't super well, so she hasn't gone for now. I might go there, but I don't feel like it for now. Fox is welcome there. I'd rather go with him. However, I wouldn't be afraid to go in the house, even alone. 

The ex-wife of my legal father, and by this I don't mean my mother, but the wife he had before her, really wrote a letter to my grand-parents. I saw it, but wasn't allowed to read it. Melissa tells me (MC asked the grand-mother) that this letter is still there, in my grand-father's desk. One of the thing that was written on it was my family shouldn't let me to my legal father because he broke everything that was near him. That told a lot from someone who knew him well. She still lives in the area. I might call her one day. Just out of curiosity. Something really darker, that got me burps in the stomach, about the story he would have deturned minor girls, this is from my grand-mother, it's not checked knowledge, and I'm careful, but he would've had sex with a 16 years old girl (forced? Melissa said it was a possibility), she got pregnant. He made her abort and buried the child on an empty land (I know the name of the land). Knowing him, that could be. Melissa will scan me lots of pictures, of my mother too, because I have just one here. She'll go to MC's in about 2 weeks, in Belgium; my grand-mother's live nearby. Melissa told me the MC wouldn't always be there, then she'll talk. MC's scared to ask things to her mother because she's old. Melissa told me MC will answer my letter, but she a little more time for it. I say that because I wanted to call MC; but I'll respect that, and may call her then. 

Samantha, who works in a social service, and has access to many files, is apparently about to find my great aunt, the one who told me my father was very blonde with blue eyes. Things could turn very quickly now. 

I learnt that Katherine is the president of an association in Dakar, to help kids there, built a school there. She goes there in July. Just thought it's a good thing and I wanted to write about it. 

My little cousin, Jessica (fake name here too) absolutely wants to make contact with me, and so I told Melissa I'll take her mail. I took of Jess when she was very little, and now she's 14. I already say it, but I didn't expect her to have so many memories, because she was 3/4/5 at the time. Her brother passes his A-Level. he didn't work a lot apparently this year, but I didn't either and passed. He's good at languages, loves music, and plays guitar. MMmmh, he reminds me of someone. 

My Godmother paints, something I ignored. I think she started after I left, because that's something I would've been interested on. Melissa will give me a link to her paintings. She's a little out there, but actually that's what I like about her. She plays the piano too.